Let the past be the past, prayers please.

If someone or anyone reads this please pray for my heart, family, and marriage.

I went through two abusive relationships and was engaged twice before I met my husband. I was in these previous relationships for years and it was very traumatic. I also had a traumatic childhood and young adult life. I went through every kind of abuse. I did try meds and therapy twice and it helped.

However, my PTSD still affects me and my marriage. My husband and I have had some issues because we both grew up with similar issues. I have a tendency to lash out at him when I feel abandoned or rejected. Please pray for God to heal us and our minds, bodies, and souls, and let the past go.