Cried in clinic yesterday after baseline

So I went for baseline on 1st feb. LH and one other harmone was high so doctor ordered tablet to suppress them. After one week I had period again and went in for another baseline yesterday. Blood report was good but this time they saw the grown up cyst on left side. Now I have two options either to wait for it to dissolve on own or aspirate it. I am so confused and tired with all these twists and turns. Already doing IVF is big decision. Putting everything from pocket is another burden. On top of it one day harmones will go haywire, the other day this cyst. I almost cried yesterday at my IVF clinic. Doctor and nurse are too supportive but I don’t know why things can’t go little smoothly? Any words of hopes?