In 12 weeks and 6 days we will be parents, if not sooner.

I know I said it a bunch of times already but it’s because I’m mentally trying to prepare myself..

I was told having children would be near impossible because of the million and one things the doctors said I have wrong with me, but some how some way we managed to go against those odds.. and now we’re having a boy. Someone that will call you Daddy and someone who will call me mommy. Someone who may look just like you but will probably have a lot of my attitude. Someone that we will be responsible for the rest of our lives not just until 18years old. ( God Willing)

There’s going to be a lot of first for the both of us. And I don’t expect us to be perfect or know exactly what we are doing. I just know we will do our best in every way we can. I know some days we’re going to get annoyed/ tired of each other and I promise I’ll try to not be on purpose as long as you don’t either.

We both have big families and I’m sure they will babysit for a night or two so we can regenerate and have us time( but not too soon I’m iffy). I want us to work out and stick together no matter what( even if you kick me in my sleep or I take your pillow every time you leave the bed).

Your going to be holding your son at the hospital in May, spending time together on Father’s Day, showing him fireworks on the 4th of July, getting me a card in August for my birthday, celebrating your aunts birthday in September, dressing him up for his first Halloween in October, celebrating thanksgiving in November, and spending Christmas and New Years together in December, and so on.. oh yeah and Celebrating your 25th birthday next year January. (Old man)

In between that time will be first laughs, first words, first crawls, first stands, first steps, and so on.. I hope we are both there together to be there for it all.

Thank you for trapping me into this interesting new challenge, Thank you for really being there through this pregnancy, Thank you for not backing out. And I’m Thankful it’s you and not anyone else ( you’re a very tolerable person, and I don’t think I could’ve with anyone else.. nor did I want it to be anyone else) Thank you for loving me for me because God knows I’m definitely a handful. I love you

With love

Future Mother of our Babyboy