I have being talking to this boy since August and then we have been meeting since October then have actually been official since January.

We usually meet twice a week and just chill and watch a film and cuddle a bit . I am 17 and he is 18 , however I am a virgin and he has a body count of 6 . That doesn’t bother me at all and he said that mine doesn’t bother him.

I have no real issue with having sex with him it’s something that has never really bothered me , I kinda just want to get it out the way , but the conversation has never really come up and I don’t want to be the one who brings it up .

Over the past few days it hasn’t felt the same , I’m not sure if it’s me who is over thinking it or something is actually up with him , I don’t know if it has anything to do with the sex thing because I feel like there where moments where it could of happened but it didn’t because I didn’t see the signs of it happening because I don’t know them ( are there even any ? ) I also feel there is another reason why nothing as happened, in my past relationship some stuff happened along the sexual assault lines . He found out about it from a friend ( I was not planning on telling him ) and I feel as if he doesn’t want to do anything to upset me .

However there is another reason I think he could be off with me , we actually met because his best friend is my best friends brother ( so our Best friends are brother and sister and we met because they where both there house at the same time ) and we are two school years apart even though I’m 17 and he is 18 and he always says as a joke oh “your to young for me” , I am becoming worried that he might actually be thinking that .

I am an over thinker and i am 50/50 on me escalating the situation in my head or it’s actually happening , I just don’t want to talk to him because if nothing is happening it might make me look stupid.

Please give me some advice it would be much appreciated x