I'm trying not to be so sad

Courtney

So almost 2 years ago I was pregnant and I thought I was but the test was negative so I had a miscarriage at like 10 weeks now I'm working on myself getting healthy and everything but tonight I just found out anther one of my siblings is having a baby I'm feeling just really sad rn any advice I'm waiting to try again because I'm currently 250p 4'10 I want to be 200p or 160 before I get pregnant (iv been a big girl since middle school) again and I hate to get all sad and emotional but I just feel like I'll never have a baby 😥