I wish there was an easier way too get passed that heart broken feeling, and that like lump in your throat that you can’t get rid of and anything can make you cry , definitely need a note too self on making better decisions and sometimes not thinking such selfish thoughts and doing selfish things .because it really could effect you in bad way ,

Piece of advice from someone who has no one now ,

Don’t make promises you can’t keep , make sure to show the people you love that you love them , and take time for them .

And don’t just live in the present because it’s a very temporary happiness, and sometimes in order to have a long term happiness it means sacrifices like the temporary happiness but I promise it’s worth it ,

Because all I’ve done is avoid my problems make selfish choices abandoned the people I love broke tones of promises , and now I’m alone and hating myself , and I’ve settled for things and settled for the men ive dated in the passed because they make me “happy” because I have fun with them , but none of them had a fucking thing going for themselves hardly

And no goal to have something in life , and wasted so much time I can’t get back ! I still have time but it goes by so fast , if anyone reads this

Just please live your life !! Enjoy your 20s and take care of the important things that will help you for your future cause in the long run it will pay off I promise you that