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his gentleman a while ago and he told me that he didn’t have any children because doctors told me that he has low motility sperm... at first I didn’t want no children he begged and begged.. I for my self I had 4 children of my own been divorced and I didn’t want no more children. I got everything going for me new career... owning an e-commerce business... well you get the picture everything is going great for me since Covid. My children are from 24@6 I had struggled all my life to survive. I am a the top of Maslow pyramid. I am independent woman... I have everything I wanted a master degree last November and the things a mentioned before but yet I felt ready to be in a relationship. Then this man came with his baggage and I was ready to help him unload it. I started this journey with me ... did some research... made him change his diet ... adding sea moss to his diet and more alkaline foods herbs and water. I was ready to help this man accomplished his wish. We started TTC and all. Last couple of weeks things took a drastic turn I found out he was married and they couldn’t have children. He told a bunch of lies. And a part of me believed him. But suddenly He change... he started giving excuses ... for not showing up when I was ovulating ( blaming covid curfew since we don’t live together and I wasn’t ready for that) last Wednesday I exploded and lashed out at him. I felt

Played... humiliated... and disgusted. I let him go and cut him off because he begged for something and wasn’t willing to do the work for it. I am mad at myself for trusting him and believing his lies over and over again and I blamed covid but covid has nothing to do with his behaviour. Now time for healing... keep preparing my yoni for that last baby. Yes I haven’t changed my mind he asked me now I want it for me . Trying to keep my sanity here for this baby no stress no more. Now my question ladies ... Wwyd in this situation?