Never gonna happen to me....

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I'm trying to be hopeful but I just don't see myself ever getting pregnant.😪 😒 It's been 9 months since I've miscarried. I know I can get pregnant but baby never stick. I've had 3 miscarriages. Been trying for 3yrs. Can anyone give me some hope or some kind of encouragement. Cause right now I'm 9 days till period n I jus know I will get my period like always. Sorry just feeling down. Thanks much.