Y’all I need some advice

So it just hit me I REALLY do miss my best friends meaning my sisters ! But it seem like they been so caught up with work and school it so crazy I swear when they get home from work it’s like nobody doesn’t really exist what so ever and I feel like the only we get close is if we have a gathering or our birthdays but I feel like that’s phony tbh I miss when we was close close I understand we are all getting older but damn i really do miss em tbh and oh YEAH THEY so caught up also to find a man to keep them satisfied Also but me idc to have a man tbh so how do I tell em cause they do get offensive BTW IAM ALWAYS ALONE BTW  even when I have a lil friend I don’t make em mine so quick and my birthday coming up also so this depress me even more