I have not been myself lately at alll.. I’ve been suffering bipolar depression for months but so far 2021 has broke me 💔 from being jobless, to the love of my life getting married and having a baby with someone else.. after we’ve tried for a year; I don’t even know if I can have kids at this point... I really didn’t wanna live anymore... ( Fighting back tears 🥲 ) but it’s actually dawning on me that I want to become the best version of my self! I’m so heartbroken and numb I don’t really have any friends anymore due to me being a homebody and I rarely go out... I need to gain my confidence back, I’m willing to do what it takes because life goes on right?