Depression and anxiety

Hi guys, I don’t write too often, mostly because I’m too prideful to admit I have problems, but I do. I have been struggling a lot with depression and suicidal thoughts lately more than ever. I have recently been out on thyroid medicine for hypothyroidism and I found out I have pcos, my husband and I have a rocky marriage too, so that isn’t helping much either. I was just wondering if anyone else has experienced this with thyroid medicine? I should probably see a therapist for everything that’s happening in my screwed up life, but who has time for that? Amirite? I really hate feeling this down though because I have two littles who need me & I’ve been trying to get pregnant, too. That might have a lot to do with it, because it just takes so much from me when I try for a baby and still no positive tests. Please send happy vibes my way, I could really use them right now 💕