So today my sil bought home her new baby girl. I've been ttc for 2 ish years altogether, maybe two and a half, and I'm desperate for a little baby girl of my own. Of course I'm happy for her but it's so crushing holding this brand new baby and knowing I don't get to have my own. I didn't even ovulate last cycle and got my.period two weeks early. (I do have doc appointments lined up). But it feels like I don't even get a chance. It's just very hard emotionally, and I can't even enjoy the baby cuddles :( just wanted to vent.