Terrified of a miscarriage

Kristian

Am I the only one?

I have two kids already and one miscarriage and it's like I can't say anything positive or about being happy or excited without following it up with assuming I don't lose this baby.

I know it's dumb I'm just so affraid I don't want to be happy in case I lose this baby. We didn't plan it and wouldn't try for one if things went wrong but I'm finding I really want this baby