My husband and I went for a Valentines dinner today.

I spent hours getting ready because we rarely go anywhere. I was super excited to get out of the house. Did my hair, makeup, got on sexy short red dress that I specially bought for this dinner, heels - I was ready.

We went to this beautiful restaurant, got a great table, everything was perfect.

I love live music and I mentioned that there is local band playing at the bar couple blocks down and I would love to stop by and listen after the dinner if we could.

He hates stuff like that (he is all about video games and motorcycles) He started to act super weird and we didn’t talk for the rest of the dinner.

I felt so humiliated in front of everyone. Because even our waitress asked if everything is okay. We literally sat without talking.

I asked him “are you okay?”

He said “I just don’t have anything to talk about”

That was the worst dinner ever.

I went to the bathroom and cried.

I feel so awful.

I do sooo many things that I don’t really enjoy myself for the sole purpose of being with him and supporting him.

And he can’t even do one thing that I like.

I’m heartbroken.

I don’t feel beautiful. I don’t feel loved.

I just want to disappear.