So my older siblings will be coming into town this weekend so we can go through some things our dad left us to go through.

And it’s always pretty difficult to get them both at the same place at the same time due to different things always happening.

And since it had been forever since the three of us had been together I thought it would be a good idea to finally come out to them as bi.

And I’ve been thinking about doing for almost two weeks now and was confident about it and was confident about telling them.

But, then I happened to watch the movie Love, Simon and it shows how scary coming out to your family and friends can be because you don’t want things to change, but they still may change.

And that really struck me hard and I started rethink about telling them now.

I started thinking about all these different out comes(mainly bad ones), and now I don’t have the confidence anymore to come out to them.

I still want to come out to them and be true to myself, but now I’m scared to do that again.

I don’t know what to do! I have exactly 6 days to figure it all out. And I really hope I do because it’s making my anxiety sky rocket and I hate that it’s doing that because I’m not even close to the day where I was planning on telling them.

I don’t know what I’m going to do!