So i want to start off with im open to any advice. i want to work on myself because i know my insecurities may have messed up my relationship will my pat bf.

He watches porn & so do i. we’re long distance , but not really, i see him every 5 days. I first struggled to b okay w him watching porn video. then i found out a couple nights ago he was getting off the pictures of girls. i understand that there’s other girls out there that he may find attractive , but i really don’t like the thought of it. I don’t get off to pictures, & on porn im watching more for the action not the guy :(

i love him & i know this is a problem i have. i want to work on being okay w it, but it really just bothers me. it hurts to think that he looks at other girls tits & asses, i am some what confident but i am not close to having any of those features like those girls. he’s lied to me before about stuff in our relationship & he’s a very attractive guy. i always am in fear that he would easily leave me for a girl like that if the opportunity would arise. i have been cheated on before , it was very painful. and i thought i could trust him, but he had lied to me about other stuff (not cheating in anyway) for over a year. i don’t want to be in a relationship where that is a possibility. it’s insecurities im admitting that, but ladies how can i work on this :(