UPDATED: I have PCOS and ovulate about 6 times a year. I ovulate between day 17&19 with a 28 day cycle with oral progesterone, so my luteal phase is too short. My husband has low morphology. My husband and I are 30. We’ve been ttc for 7 years. We’ve done like 12 iuis in the last 5 years and we’ve never had a pregnancy.

We made the decision to start

<a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>

. I just started my period, so Friday we have our day of testing and financial consultation. We aren’t planning to start anything until this summer, but I’m freaking out a bit...

What if it works??? What if it doesn’t work??? I’m terrified of pregnancy and giving birth. I’m also terrified of never having a baby.

Then all the decisions!! Do we do 1 cycle, and just pray it works? Or do we buy the 3 try package with promise of a refund? Do we apply for grants or apply for credit to pay for the rest we can’t pay cash for??

I don’t know anyone who has been down this road, so I’m paving the way alone and I’m feeling quite overwhelmed. My husband is a big part of this, but he just wants a happy healthy baby and all the details of “how” are in my wheel house. 😩