How many times can your heart break

How many times can you think next time it'll be different

How long can I keep putting myself through this

Nothing ever changes.

I wish i could make things better my body lets me down every single month its so f*cking disappointing I am angry and confused with my own body and I am left with no answers I saw my doctor I had tests but no answers just more questions I am left with.

It's so easy for some people and so hard for others, so is that it then? It'll just be difficult for me always? I just have to accept that I'm someone who won't have a family naturally? OK then thanks life. 👍