I’ve officially lost feeling for my baby dad and I feel so bad. I tried to make it work and force feeling that weren’t there but I couldn’t so we split. He put me through so much and now that he’s trying to do right I don’t feel the same. In the past he physically and emotionally abused me, started messing around with other girls once he started making a lot of money, threw me out of his house several times, down talked me to everyone, text my mom disrespectful things every time we argued, wouldn’t give me rides to work when I didn’t have a car, etc.

So I finally got my own place to stay, and a new car and life was peaceful. We lived apart and he only came to visit. So, Something happened that caused him to lose his car and place to stay and he had to move in with me and use my car. I wasn’t feeling after all he put me through. So we had a talk and I gave him a deadline on when to be out because I could no longer force my feelings for him. He also moved him trying to run shit. He put 5000 miles on my car in a month, I had to ask him can I go for a ride in my OWN car, he use to tell me when I should clean up after my kids, he wanted me to look like Instagram models all the time.. mind you, I already was forcing feelings and this was making it WORSE!

So he moved in with his mom the same day we had the talk, things got violent so I left and told his mom go to my house and get him. Of course he text me disrespectful things and tore my house apart! But now I’m feeling sorry for him and idk why because I know the situation is toxic! We have 2 baby boys together & even with his kids I’m still not in love with him. Is this normal?