Hi everyone,

I find it so hard to type my current situation but honestly I want to vent and get it out of my chest. I’ve been with my husband for 11 years and married for 6 of those years. We have 2 kids and I’m 6 weeks pregnant. My husband never came up to me and told me he didn’t want to be with me, but something didn’t feel right. I asked him multiple times and he said he loves me, we are his family and he wants to be with me. He is so distant with me and doesn’t pay me much attention so it was hard to believe that he actually wanted to be here. I confronted him again but this time I just talked out my feelings and why I feel the way I feel. He looked at me and stayed quiet. I asked him if he loves me, he took a minute to respond and then said “ I don’t know” and that right there was my answer. When you love someone you don’t hesitate to say it, you just know it and there’s no doubts. I’m really hurt because I’m pregnant and I don’t think it’s fair I’m left like this when we planned this pregnancy and agreed to it. It took us 6 months to get pregnant and I’m not sure why he decides to talk with the truth to me until I’m pregnant and not before it happened. I will be okay, I’m strong, I’m hurting but I will heal. I just feel like that was a selfish move but maybe I’m not seeing things clear. All I know is that no matter what, if someone doesn’t love you, you don’t need to stay there waiting for them to decide. I love myself and because of that, there is no longer space for you in my life. Wish me luck dealing with everything coming my way. Thank you