I think I caused it

I just to rant. I was so excited to find out I was pregnant but then he didn't want it and convinced me to have an abortion. I was going to do it but stopped myself and said no. He was stressing me out and all I did throughout my pregnancy was cry. Everytime I cried, my belly would cramp really bad. I was in and out of the hospital for cramps and spotting and eventually had a miscarriage. He probably feels happy that it happened but I feel so empty and alone. I really wanted my baby. I miscarry at 7 weeks 5 days. There was a heart beat and I had an ultrasound two days after seeing the heart beat and my uterus was completely empty 😭😭😭😭. I'm so sorry I shouldn't have told him anything. I do not cope well with stress. I feel like it's my fault.