Never had good relationships in my life. Everyone caused hard ache and was very disappointing. Well, met my boyfriend a year ago and he is literally everything I wanted. I was just so confused as to what I wanted that I began to sabotage my relationship and cause stress to myself that didn’t need to exist. I had trust issues because I couldn’t figure out why someone was treating me so well and doing all the right things. I only paid attention to the things that bothered me about him and was so negative. Always expected something better and better and all along he was there by my side waiting for me with love. I hate that I grew up being an over thinker and someone to sabotage good things. By learning more about myself I can see that I am the problem. I am working on being a better person and learning to live in the moment without comparing myself to other relationships and people. I am young and capable of doing anything I want. I will change for the better ☺️