Is This My Karma

Me & This Guy Was Together 2Years. First Apartment Together, Then His Mom Passed Away. I’m Being Supportive Putting Every One & Everything 2nd To Him. One Day A Guy Who Liked Me Texted Me To See How I Was Doing ( I Been Knew Him) & That Started Drama. So After That He Started Talking To His Ex. Then It Stopped & The Insecurities Started. We Was Always Thinking Somebody Cheating. Then Came The Physical Fights , So We Decided To Move Out The Apartment But Still As A Couple. Once We Moved Back To Our Hometown He Was Controlling , I Couldn’t Stay The Night At My Mom House Bc He Would Think I Was Cheating. So I Stayed With Him. One Day We Had A Argument & He Shot My Car While I Was Inside It. That What Made Us Apart ! I Still Loved Him After That & He Moved Away But I Stayed With My Mom. Me & The Guy Who Liked Me Started Hanging Out & Had Sex A Few Times.But I Still Loved My Boyfriend. Me & My Boyfriend Tried To Work Things Out While He Went To Another State. I Went Where He Was For Thanksgiving. Right After That He Starts Acting Funny. Telling Me That He’s Not Seeing Nobody & He’s Completely Faithful To Me. I Find Out February 12,2021 That He’s Living With Another Woman & Her Child. & He’s Blocked Me From All Social Media & Changed His Number. After I Stop Fooling With The Guy Who Liked Me I Find This Out , Is This My Karma Or What ? It Really Hurts Me