Going past 5 years of marriage and I’ve never hated my life so much than I do waking up to my husband.

Some times are better that’s why we’re on our second kid but I feel stuck. We live with my parents and my sister and her kid live here too. My sister is the worse roommate. Lazy. Messy. Her kid is annoying and mean.

We plan on moving out but do I want to be with him? No.

I feel like either way I’ll be miserable and I rather just kill myself. The only thing holding me back is my daughter. How could I do that to her? It’s selfish really.... but a depressed mom who wants to kill herself besides the times that my husband is not around isn’t any better. She deserves better really.

Get a divorce and be miserable living with my sister who is basically the female version of my husband?

Or stay with my husband and be miserable?

My marriage is such a joke, so is my life.

The only good thing is my daughter and I want the best for her...