I feel like shit saying this but I truly am over it I really want to cry.. I’m so over being worried if certain things are normal and trying to remember if I ever went through any of these things before being pregnant.. such a tough and scary time 🥺🥺🥺 I never want to do this again ... I feel like my first pregnancy I went into it not knowing and just enjoying now everything scares me as it’s been 5 years ... I just cannot... 😩🥺😢 jeez Louise ! June pls hurry up