Has anyone had to leave their young kids for long periods of time? Today I was placed on hospital bedrest because I’m pregnant with triplets and I’m 27 weeks. They typically try to come on their own around this time so now I’m stuck here on a strict bed rest to make sure they don’t come on their own. & I have to stay until I have my c section which isn’t for another 7 weeks.

I was prepared for this as a possibility to happen at 28 weeks. But I’m only 27 weeks, So I thought I’d at least have one more week with my 1yr old.

Now I’ve been crying all day, I literally can’t stop crying. I know being here is for the best of my babies and I but I feel so horrible leaving my son. He’s so attached to me and I’m so attached to him. It literally hurts my entire existence.

he’s not even allowed to visit me because he’s so young. Being in here means I miss his 2nd birthday and I’m sick to my stomach thinking about how much I’m going to miss out on him. I know 7 weeks isn’t a lifetime but I’m just still so freaking sad I can’t stop crying 😭

So then I call my mom to vent because DUH.. she’s my mom.. but no. She’s negative, she’s telling me I’m being over dramatic, she’s starting unnecessary drama with me now. She’s the worst worst worst support person EVER. That hurts too because she’s my mom, like why would she act so cold towards me. For what? I get she doesn’t understand what I’m going through but she’s literally being a complete ass towards me for NO reason. That just makes it so much harder.

My boyfriend can’t stay 24/7 because he works and still has to get our son and spend time with him before he goes to work. So I just feel really really alone and sad in here right now. Like I have nobody to talk to and I’m just completely going through it.

I know this post was all over the place so if you actually read it thank you, for letting me vent/cry ❤️