Hi glow community! I had a chemical pregnancy last month and my heart is yearning from rainbow baby. I am fighting back tears typing this and I know it’s silly, but I’m sad and stressed that we couldn’t baby dance tonight. My husband has been so sweet during this time and wants to be a dad so very badly. He wasn’t feeling well today and I initiated sex and asked if we could do it tomorrow. For this cycle, he requested that I not talk about my fertile week because it stresses him out (which is totally understandable and valid).

I am up and trying to go to sleep and I know these emotions are heightened at the moment. I told him that I was sad because I felt rejected even if it know that the reason is because he’s tired. He held me tightly and is asleep and has been nothing but kind and told me that he loves me. He really is just so kind and I wish I didn’t feel so upset.

Please let me know if you’re able to empathize with this situation.

We were able to baby dance yesterday and I am supposed to ovulate tomorrow. If we baby danced tomorrow, would that increase our chances?

Sincerely,

A very sad and hopeful girl who has always dreamed of being a mom.