Everyone is shocked when I tell them I’ve never dated anyone (A little bit of background info, I’m straight and 15) but I get lonely when I’m alone, no matter where I am (And when COVID hit, it made me feel even more alone). And my best friend doesn’t get it and she still gets grossed out when her parents kiss! When I’m in the shower or when I’m about to fall asleep, I find myself fantasizing about dating this guy who is my best friend and I’m getting to know his family??? I’ve even dreamed about this guy. I know he’s not real but I kinda wish he was. I know this is weird for someone my age to be thinking this and maybe I’m just crazy. I just want someone who loves me, and I love them and maybe then I won’t feel so alone...