Help!!!

EDIT:

Took a first response test this afternoon! Bought the 3 tests and one messed up dang it lol. I have a digital one for the am. I took the 6 days sooner test ( the rapid messed up of course ) And it’s pink! I know there not a lot of hormone in it because I’m super hydrated but I’m pregnant!! Pray everything is perfect please! I am terrified of ectopic pregnancy!

Took this this am because of the blue dye. I saw it so I ripped it apart. Because of the history with the dye I got a pink dye one. It’s not FMU, it’s like 3rd lol but I got two lines at 3 min mark. It’s more pink in person!!!! This is positive right? I am going crazy and my OCD is so bad. I want this to be it so bad. I’m crying, and I feel so emotional and alone. My BF is pregnant and I feel like she’s annoyed with me because she doesn’t understand why I’ve taken so many tests. She’s really short with me and asked why I keep testing. Well because yesterday I was a mess. I haven’t felt this way in a long time. I was cramping a few days ago. And I want it so bad! My last daughter I testes 3 days before AF and got a negative. I figured I wasn’t pregnant then I missed my period and 4 days after AF was supposed to come I got a positive. I was actually looking at the pictures and my first test showed a faint line, not even as good as this one. So actually it was positive all those years ago. Anyway. I’m just a mess right now and needed to vent! Thanks for listening ladies! Baby dust to you all. ❤️❤️