So I just found out I’m pregnant and I went to my dr appointment yesterday and I am at least 3 weeks . At first I was so happy about this but now I feel like I’m not ready I already have 3 kids . I got my first job that it’s going great . I still live in a one bedroom apartment and me and my bf have a small car that we barely fit . I have had 3 csection so another one can be dangerous. Idk if I should have an abortion I been thinking about doing it because it still a small and it still doesn’t have a heartbeat . So I don’t think I’m killing a little baby but idk if it’s just me telling myself that and I really do get bad morning sickness through all my pregnancy and today that I went to work I felt so sick I threw up and I don’t want to be feeling like this specially with the new job that I got . My boyfriend has my back but it’s just a hard decision to do idk what to do .. any advice ?