I don’t believe to much in second chances and I try to be a understanding Women but I really do want to understand.

Why do some men really don’t understand the things a women feels or he claims to understand I really want to find a beautiful relationship & grow from there but I can’t really wrap my head around how I’m supposed to be so happy & go towards that and men can’t be upfront & honest about there intentions or at least be honest.

And I always fight sometimes between the part of me that wants to understand & the part of that wants to be unreasonable and just selfish because I’ve been hurt so much so I want a man who won’t pull that part of me out that has to wonder & worry if what they say is the truth or not.

How am I suppose to find love this way ...