So this guy and I had a thing for a while now... I honestly at first was just looking for a fun time but the more we hung out the more I started to like him... anyways he always kept telling me he loved me and was falling in love with me etc talking about how he wanted to marry me he was also the first guy I hooked up with.... one night we were hanging out and his wife shows up in the middle of me going down on him and immediately starts harassing me and telling me I knew he was married and I’m a whore etc... I knew he was previously married but he never told me he was still married I immediately looked at him and went off I felt sick and I was embarrassed I really didn’t know what to do I was speechless he continued to tell me how she was just crazy and he was willing to fight for me and he really had feelings for me but I told him I just can’t be with him.. I don’t know what to think or what to feel or who to believe I’ve been feeling so guilty and sad I miss him I genuinely felt we had an amazing connection but I’m just sad and lost... did I make the right decision leaving him I just need closure but I don’t want to reach out to him again because I already told him I never want to see him again.... I guess I just want to know if he really ever loved me