Postpartum and pregnant again. 8 weeks pp.

At 4 weeks I got mastitis and had to set up an appointment with my OB. She asked me if I would like to be put on a form of birth control. Im 26 and never used birth control bc we were actively trying since I turned 21.

I agreed to birth control and she went over the best options for my situation and former fertility issues and decided the pill was my best fit.

At 4 weeks I started birth control , a pain pill and antibiotic for my mastitis I was told bc I didnt have sex yet that I could start all 3 pills immediately and the pill would basicly induce my period and then we would be set after that as long as I continued the pills once a day.

My daughter is now 8 weeks and the pills I started at 4 weeks have still not induced my period... and I called my doctor and asked her if I should come back in. She said everything looked great at my 6 week visit but if I was worried I needed to take a test...

Well its positive. My daughter is only 8 weeks. We are not financially good to have another baby just yet bc i am not working I havnt worked since I was 20 weeks with my daughter. My husband hasn't said the exact words but he did hint to terminate my pregnancy. Im not ok with that... but I also understand we dont have a good environment for another child at this time. I thought about adoption but the issue with that is... I get attached to a stray cat outside our apartment i honestly don't believe I can go full term and then give my baby to someone else. Im at a cross roads. I never took birth control before and when she gave me the birth control and antibiotic at the same time I assumed she was the doctor and knew what she was doing. I even asked " will this affect my breast feeding and will this affect my birth control " nd she said NOOO. Now my milk is dried up and im pregnant.

Stories anyone.. did you make the 2nd baby work... did you make that hard decision to terminate... im not mentally prepared for any of my decisions and need help. I cant tell my family yet. I would get hatetred from every direction no matter what choice I make.