I live in Texas and we’ve been out of power for four days now in below freezing temps. I haven’t slept the last four nights keeping a fire going to keep my kids warm as we all huddle up and camp out in the living room. I’m 38 weeks and our house is a disaster now. Every deep cleaning day and organization frenzy I went through was for nothing.

I had a mini mental breakdown this morning, I’m so tired, I’m hurting so badly from laying on these thin mattresses on the floor. And I can’t even spend the last days of my last pregnancy appreciating it, because I’m too stressed to even think about it at all. Let’s just cross our fingers she doesn’t decide to show while the power’s out, the idea of bringing my newborn home to this scares the shit out of me.

Just need to vent