So I masturbate using the bathtub faucet like on my clit and then I use a makeup brush and put it inside me.(I’ve never used it for makeup just to be clear lmao). But after a bit it starts to feel really good then it stops like it only lasts like a couple seconds and my legs shake a tiny bit. But I’m not sure if it’s an orgasm or what. And I have never squirted and I really want to. Any tips or anything. And is that an orgasm or not? Like is an orgasm anything like the ones in porn? Like even a tiny bit similar or not?