Anyone else have this

Mikyla

So I’m 14 and my boobs are a C cup but I am 80kg so i feel like if I was skinny my boobs would be smaller. But when I stand up and I’m or wearing a bra my boobs and nipples like point outwards if you know what I mean and when I’m wearing a normal like t-shirt bra I don’t like have a boob crack ifykyk unless I like push them together I have a boob crack. And I have it because sometimes I wanna wear like a shirt or a dress that shows a bit of cleavage but my boobs don’t do that and it’s so annoying. I’ve tried a push-up bra and they only out my boobs up not like in creating cleavage. Any tips please.