Hello ladies,

I'm just looking for some input on how transitioning from one child to 2 is. I've never left my son more than a few hours due to me having ptsd from my daughter passing away while I was pregnant with my son. I'm now currently 17 weeks 4 days with my 3rd baby but unfortunately have only had c-sections with my kids due to them being to big to fit down my birth canal (daughter was 9 1/2 lbs, son 8 1/2) and will have to have another c-section.

My mind is going crazy knowing I'm going to have to be gone for 4 days, and I've been having panic attacks worrying if he's going to be okay once I'm gone and how we will adjust to the change.

Is there any advice anyone could possibly give me? My husband is actually going to stay home with our son after our daughter is born (he'll be there when she arrives but will go home after) as he's the only person I can trust (family isn't trust worthy at all or well I cannot trust them to watch him for more than a few hours), and we've talked on end about 2 way cameras and calling constantly to help me cope but I'm still freaking out a bit.

Thank you ladies in advance!