Ok so I had sex with this guy I've been talking to and know and been hanging out with and we've had sex before but tonight it really hurt doesn't help the fact that my body was already hurting and I've been stressed and didn't really want sex tonight but he started teasing me which didn't really bother me what bothered me was when I said to him I don't want @n@1 and he ignored that and after we started doing it and I said to him it hurts like really badly like I hurt really badly and he ignored that to and he said can I finish quickly and I never said yes or no so he tried finishing quickly and it still really hurt and I said to him like are you almost done like I really hope you are cause like it really hurts like I want to cry it hurts so bad but like I explained it to my friend and he said that technically speaking he r@*3d me I was like I won't charge him with r@*3 though I won't do that to him and next time he wants sex I'll just tell him no like last time was enough it hurt really bad and like tonight brought up old memories I had barried because of what happened, and I told him like I've been sexually assaulted before by my ex and I didn't charge him and I'm not gonna charge him either like the guy I had sex with tonight I just hope tomorrow I can move and that I don't hurt because if so I'm not getting out of bed all day and also my mom's gonna bitch at me because I'm laying in bed I'm just really hoping I can move tomorrow... 😔😫 I hurt alot to the point I want to cry I hurt so much like breathing hurts because I feel like somebody's ripping my ut3*u$ out of my v@g1n@ it hurts that much I sit up and I can feel everything dropping and then I feel like I got a huge ball stuck there and it hurts to sit but walking is bearable and when I got home and went to the bathroom I was bl33d1ng so my question is, is it r@*3 or is it sex?