Is it..... what it looks like??

Im scared to post anything as I do not want to jinx anything.I am so scared so nervous and I honestly don't even feel like it could be real!! I had a chemical pregnancy last month, a miscarriage in late november at almost 7 weeks... I feel so blessed but why am I so scared😥

Photo from 8dpo pm urine & 9dpo fmu!!!

Next pic is pregmate strip 9dpo fmu

They were showing faint line with 8dpo pm urine as well. Didn't take pic in time frame tho..

Does this look promising? IS THIS REAL??? I'm so scared to accept it.. When should i tell my husband? He gets sooo excited, then so disappointed with unsure or bad news idk? Oh yea im 9dpo today period due on 25th according to app. I ovulated a little later that I usually do.