I don’t mean to self diagnose but I think I am depressed, there was a point a few months ago where I thought about ending my life constantly, every single day. I also (again don’t mean to self diagnose) think I have an ED because I have never had a healthy relationship with food, and it affects my emotions severely, and it’s only gotten worse. My mom is my best friend, and she is so supportive of anything I do and she always listens. I told her about how I was feeling and she said we’d find some sort of doctor (this was a few months ago). Two weeks had passed and she never mentioned it again, and I was still feeling the same way. I told her again, and she said the same thing, and she is still yet to say anything. I never mentioned anything about my eating habits to her because I know she motives them and gets upset when I don’t eat properly. Things have only gotten worse, my dog recently got lost and I’ve been so down. I don’t know what to do, I feel like my mom won’t do anything and I don’t know what my options are because I’m a minor and we don’t have good health insurance. I know forms of help can be expensive and I don’t know if I can even afford it.