feeling sad

Amaya

so, i’m 16 & my ex and i had been on and off since i was in 8th grade. i’m now a junior in highschool. we broke up for the last time a few days ago. it was just so toxic but i love him sooo so so much. i lost my virginity to him and everything. i feel like this is the right thing to do but it just hurts so bad. i feel so lost and sad about everything.