Should I put him before me

I’m out of town in my college dorm. My boyfriend is constantly overthinking. I feel like I constantly give him reassurance but he is still insecure I have to be patient with him. But I’m overwhelmed I’m struggling with school, fitness, and self love. And we always argue. he always ends up saying it’s because he misses me. I constantly think about ending it because I’m bored, I’m not happy. He doesn’t take me out when I go home we hang out with my parents and I can’t even kiss him. I just want to spend time with him. The hard part that makes me not want to break up is that he doesn’t have any strong friendships or a strong relationship with his family members. So I feel guilty leaving him. I love him so much but it’s hard for me to put myself before him.