This is so hard!


The past few days have been the worst I can’t believe I’m starting all over again! 😞😩 I wish I could just have my little bean back! I just want the bleeding to stop. Thankfully I’m pretty sure I have passed everything on my own so Wednesday at my ultrasound well know for sure but my bleeding is slowing down so hopefully we have avoided DNC. It’s just so hard I had to attend my sister in laws baby shower this past weekend and everyone was very nice and said they were so sorry but I also found out my other sister in law is pregnant. I’m happy for them I have three beautiful babies already but this is my third miscarriage and they definitely take a toll on you. 😥 I’m just praying my next pregnancy is healthy and is a sticky bean we just want one more little one to complete our family. My thoughts and prayers go out to all the other families going through a loss and pray you all get your rainbow babies soon also! ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜.