Ivf symptoms! Anxiety. Negative hpt. Just a mess 🤦‍♀️

I just need to let this out because this TWW is the worse and I don't want to stress my hubby out! Monday Feb 15th was my first 5 day embryo transfer. I've had light cramping and soreeee boobs up until Sunday. Sunday morning I had extremely painful cramping. Worse then the first few days. I did myself a disservice and took a hpt test Monday that was negative.

By Monday the cramping stopped and by time Tuesday came I had no cramping. Here we are today on Wednesday and I have zero cramping, sore boobs completely gone and I had some light blood when I wipped myself.

I should've never took that hpt test, I know I am not out until I take that beta, but my goodness. All these symptoms are freaking me out. Is it the endometrin? Am I pregnant? Was I pregnant? Is AF showing? Its just been horrible. Praying for a miracle on Friday. I am trying not to stress but my anxiety is thru the roof.