Nervous....am I the only one

I’m currently 1-2 days late for AF yet I’m soooo nervous to test I tested around 8-9 dpo & of course negative 🤣 I couldn’t help it now I’m one or two days late and scared as ever to test I just don’t want to see another negative... I’ve been late before tested & negative just for AF to ultimately show up 3-4 days late maybe I’ll test Friday 🤷🏾‍♀️