I don’t know if I should be happy or cry

So my insurancer has covered hsg test and i am finally going in for it, as after this test I get more closure with my problem. It kinds of feels good to be moving on with all the procedures but I am also scared with anxiety as I hope nothing is wrong.

How did you all deal with it? I am going i am this week? And if I don’t ovulate naturally then they put me on a higher dose of clomid