Losing hope, and confused! 💔😥

Hello again. I started testing with opk’s on the 18th. Got a negative on the 22th in the morning, but VERY postive dark line on the 22nd in the evening. Did some BD then. on the ’ovulation day’ got a negative in the morning. Does this mean I ovulated possibly at night between the 22-23th??

I really hope so, otherwise my chances are so bad 😭😭 Couldn’t bd yesterday cause my fiance is sick. I feel so shitty and like a failure. This really could’ve been my month and I DREAMED of having a november baby 🥺😭💔 Please ladies give me your advice.