I did something I’ve been trying to avoid for the last two months. And last night depression took over and I self harmed💔. I felt like I had to punish myself for everything I’ve done. For how awful of a person I am

I hate myself. I hate my personality. I wish I was someone else. Someone who can be a better daughter Someone that actually has their act together. Someone that can just be normal. And happy

Maybe everyone would be better off without me. I’m getting closer and closer to saying enough and giving up. I’m tired. I’m tired of my own crap. I feel like I only waste space and time. Like I’m a mistake. It seems like I can never do anything right anymore and feel like I’m constantly scolded for something

If anyone has read this far thanks for reading my rant