I have talked to my husband, literally cried to him quite a few times about the state of my mental health. I'm not okay since I've had a baby. I snap on a whim and think I'm such a bad parent, that I think about ending it at times. I told him I need professional help, but he blames it on lack of sleep, or thinks I'm being dramatic. He gets snippy when I snap. I wish he wouldn't see it as me snapping, but a cry for help. What is wrong with me? It can't be postpartum still. My kid is 9 months old. I've often thought about leaving, but we've been together so long, I honestly don't know what to do.