Trying for a third?!!! Please offer advice

Stephanie

Hi everyone! I have a son who will be 5 in March and a 2 year old daughter who will be 3 in October. I was extremely lucky and conceived quickly with both and got one of each gender as i wanted (but had horrific labours 🤦🏻‍♀️) Me and my husband always said we wanted just two and was adamant that was it - so much so he even was referred for the snip! I also said i wouldnt have anymore after 30 (i am 30 this December). The last few weeks the children have seemed so grown up and i have started getting that urge for another baby. My husband is on board suprisingly but we are both scared lol. I feel like im being greedy trying for another when i was so lucky with my other children. Also most people we know having a third child has caused strain or problems. I thought i would want to return to work and be able to go on holidays etc but in reality i thrive on being a mum and housewife. Am i being crazy? Will this feeling pass and i should just appreciate my two children and being a family of 4? Or am i just delaying the inevitable? Whats your experiences of having 3 children? Any advice i would be so grateful. Ps sorry for the long essay lol